February 7, 2008

  •                     "The Open Arms of a Pretty Girl"

    So I got all this stress within me now.  I have a lot of projects to take care of here at work and a boss who's riding me hard.  I have all kinds of drama (and not the good kind either) at my church, including in my own Bible study.  And I have some serious decision-making in regards to certain girls who are in my life now.  On top of that, I just drank my first cup of coffee of the day, and I am WIRED!

    So now I am feeling very vulnerable and alone.  And so after I eat dinner with my parents tonight, I am thinking of going by the house of this one girl - or having her come to my condo - and wrapping my arms around her.  It would make me feel better. 

    But then I know what would likely happen afterwards (yes, get your mind in the gutter).  And then there would be feelings of guilt on my part - following the feelings of ecstasy and utter joy - and attachment on hers.

    But it would feel nice, even for only a moment, to hold her. Especially today.  So now I must decide if I should go over to her place or not tonight.

    ARGH!  Is this the time when priests and monks do their most intense praying?

Comments (10)

  • I say just suck it up, be a man and deal with it yourself without getting other parties involved because in the end, it's just going to bring even more drama and more stress into your life.

    *sigh* I'm so wise.... hahah :P

  • *hugs* I Hope everything works out for BFK Oppa! Yeah Drama sucks! ryc: hehe I wish my parents didn't celebrate Chinese New Year either because they're always telling me how old I am !!!

  • don't do it.

  • ryc:  No, it ain't Korea.  It ain't Korea.  Nothing will ever be Korea.

  • i agree with warrenbk.  don't do it.  how about training for cherry blossom instead?  run hard... and then get a good steak, beer, and quick smoke.  okay, maybe not the smoke.  sounds like a good night to me. 

  • maybe you shoulda given up chicks for lent.

  • Why do it in exchange for so little compensation? I understand the loneliness part though. Leads us to do crazy things.

  • resist temptation. all the good things in life really are illegal, immoral, or fattening. :T

  • I somehow doubt priests and monks juggle women, so i don't think they need to pray very hard for this particular problem.

  • you're right in that a purely universal system like canada & the uk would be disastrous for the US. there is no way the US health system (being built on capitalism) would ever work efficiently in a purely gvmt subsidized system--unless our economy & infrastructure is in shambles after a major world war. (which is what the UK did).

    you're wrong, however, in that clinton wants such a universal system. given the fact above, she is proposing a system in which there is a mix of commercial insurance & gvmt insurance. she wants to expand gvmt insurance so that people who cannot afford commercial insurance & people who are uninsured will be given the chance to buy into the gvmt insurance--which will also allow for the gvmt to have greater leverage to be able to negotiate lower drug prices & formularies with pharmas & increase competition among commercial insurers, which will then drive down prices.

    also, one major difference between her plan & obama's is that clinton is mandating everybody have health insurance, whereas obama is purely depending on increasing competition to lower prices so that the uninsured will become insured. obama's plan is faulty because there is no incentive for many people who are uninsured to purchase insurance, even if prices are lowered. how many of us (who are young & healthy) would purchase insurance if it wasn't provided for by our workplace or required for school enrollment? stats say not too many people.

    furthermore, what obama is suggesting isn't anything new. its what policy makers are trying to do now--increase competition to lower prices. obviously, it's not working.

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