Month: February 2008

  •                     "The Open Arms of a Pretty Girl"

    So I got all this stress within me now.  I have a lot of projects to take care of here at work and a boss who's riding me hard.  I have all kinds of drama (and not the good kind either) at my church, including in my own Bible study.  And I have some serious decision-making in regards to certain girls who are in my life now.  On top of that, I just drank my first cup of coffee of the day, and I am WIRED!

    So now I am feeling very vulnerable and alone.  And so after I eat dinner with my parents tonight, I am thinking of going by the house of this one girl - or having her come to my condo - and wrapping my arms around her.  It would make me feel better. 

    But then I know what would likely happen afterwards (yes, get your mind in the gutter).  And then there would be feelings of guilt on my part - following the feelings of ecstasy and utter joy - and attachment on hers.

    But it would feel nice, even for only a moment, to hold her. Especially today.  So now I must decide if I should go over to her place or not tonight.

    ARGH!  Is this the time when priests and monks do their most intense praying?

  • She cried again!!!!!!!!!!

    Crap, I am getting so sick and tired of Hillary tearing up everytime there's a crucial primary!  She did this sh*t in New Hampshire....and it worked.  Now she's doing it right before Super Tuesday.

    Hillary, cut this sh*t out!!!