"The Open Arms of a Pretty Girl"
So I got all this stress within me now. I have a lot of projects to take care of here at work and a boss who's riding me hard. I have all kinds of drama (and not the good kind either) at my church, including in my own Bible study. And I have some serious decision-making in regards to certain girls who are in my life now. On top of that, I just drank my first cup of coffee of the day, and I am WIRED!
So now I am feeling very vulnerable and alone. And so after I eat dinner with my parents tonight, I am thinking of going by the house of this one girl - or having her come to my condo - and wrapping my arms around her. It would make me feel better.
But then I know what would likely happen afterwards (yes, get your mind in the gutter). And then there would be feelings of guilt on my part - following the feelings of ecstasy and utter joy - and attachment on hers.
But it would feel nice, even for only a moment, to hold her. Especially today. So now I must decide if I should go over to her place or not tonight.
ARGH! Is this the time when priests and monks do their most intense praying?
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